sitting, drinking, smoking and chewing on ice cubes
laying in wait and/or in vain
for some thing or ONE always just out of reach.
nowhere to go except my mind
as every straight line somehow eventually curves back in on itself
around the spiral and down the rabbit hole.
holding on and letting go
of dreams, ideas and desires
as it is all illusion regardless.
just killing non existent time in order to realize that this is so.
while waiting for others to come to this realization also.
when we reach this point it will be a forgetting of this world
and a remembering of an ancient one
when all become whole
all will become one
but only for an infinitesimal second
and then all together again
with full memory in tact
not just of this life
but all of them
so familiar, so friendly and so beautiful
it starts in this world though.