its time for the make up to come off

take off the clown shoes.

take off the costumes.

the masks.

stop acting.

stop pretending.

stop not saying the things you think and feel.

stop being afraid.

stop judging.

stop the mindless thinking.

stop the cycles of perpetual nonsense.

lets get down to business.

lets speak of something greater.

lets believe in something we never knew we could.

stop saying things you have no intention of carrying out

stop

stop

stop

and GO GO GO

the curtain will be lifted

and we will all be naked

exposed

and vulnerable

it will be beautiful 

but only if you are ready

oh my goodness the love 

how it flows.

so speak of your fears

and your dreams

let out the strangest thoughts

let go

and fly.

you beautiful motherfuckers.

ride the wave. see you on the golden shore.

always trying to help.

accepted or rejected.

or....

rejected than accepted.

or....

accepted than rejected than accepted once again.

i will say it now so you can live it then

and it will become your own

so you can believe it

these waves your just hopping on now

have been being created since the beginning

my entire life has been dedicated to this

all i want is for everyone to hang ten

find that wave

find that love

find that peace

ahead of the curve it gets shot back into the past which is your now

hop aboard or sink below but either way the wave has got you

we are in for a wild ride

a beautiful ride

i help make the waves for fun

so dont be scared if they seem rough

the shore is not that far away

and the undertow is just an illusion

re-evaluation

re-evaluation of the past through repetition of the things you missed.

you realize that almost everything you thought you thought was either wrong or not you

shit turns to gold and gold turns to shit

all pre or mis conceptions are out the fucking window

all plans and expectations morphed or shattered

into something new

into something unknown

as lovers push you away and enemies want you close even though they hate you

it is time to shatter all ideas of the future

because our imaginations have been hijacked

and the future has been written by a bunch of mad men

remember what it was like to truly love before you knew desire and thought you knew it all?

Faster and faster and faster we go.

Nothing has EVER stopped speeding up.

We call it progress.  To what? Not sure because nothing really ever changes but the scenery.  This is the same story over and over and over and over and over.  It gets faster and faster and faster. EVERYTHING.

Even if something was given the illusion of slowing down it really just integrated itself into a newer more complicated program that appears meaningless but soon grows like a wave. Bigger and stronger than its droplets combined.

2012
think to 2002
think to 1992
1982
1972
1962


nothing has ever changed but the speed.

America always has an enemy. There is always immanent danger. The environment has been getting angrier and angrier.

Slowly we brush away the dust and the dirt of thousands of years of bullshit histories and come to see that nothing has ever changed. There has ALWAYS been a seedy underbelly.  It's purpose is to give purpose.  It's purpose is to be exposed and eradicated.  Which gives purpose to the exposers and exposed alike.  Everyone serving a purpose in the realization that the only meaning is boredom and the only purpose is to constantly forget and remember.

We march on.  Everytime the veil is pierced it lets in a little more light permanently.  The empire never ended.  The Archons live.

The Skull Defects with Daniel Higgs speak of such things.

Plato's Cave

So i reluctantly stumble back into the world.....