re-evaluation

re-evaluation of the past through repetition of the things you missed.

you realize that almost everything you thought you thought was either wrong or not you

shit turns to gold and gold turns to shit

all pre or mis conceptions are out the fucking window

all plans and expectations morphed or shattered

into something new

into something unknown

as lovers push you away and enemies want you close even though they hate you

it is time to shatter all ideas of the future

because our imaginations have been hijacked

and the future has been written by a bunch of mad men

remember what it was like to truly love before you knew desire and thought you knew it all?

Purify

on fire from blazing a trail

very old but completely unique

this is all being documented

the paradoxical plasmate expands

reaching further 

past the supposed boundaries

there is always something to remember

stars trading places

in spaces infinitely vast yet almost non existent

to wake 

to sleep

to do

to be

do we even know what this means.

lighting fires since birth

the woods burned down but they replaced the space with housing developments

divisions of the same mind closed off in little boxes

the walls must come down 

so shatter those mirrors to open the doors

 

Judge Not.

the waves are so fast the sea is flat.

over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

infinite lifetimes.

relived.

played out.

it use to take lifetimes.

eons.

now the ripples have turned to waves.

the echo of all of them.

spiraling around. 

closer and closer.

the waves become so rapid.

it only takes days these days.

soon it will take minutes.

echoes echoing echoes.

copies of copies of copies.

it stands still.

the wave becomes a particle as the number shows itself.

the number is a word.

the one from the beginning.

and here it shows itself at the end.

when all the lives slowly coalesce into one big picture.

which is a mirror.

Time speeds up to a grinding halt

Mirrors reflecting reflections of mirrors which are reflecting a reflection for a few other mirrors which happen to be reflecting each others reflection and at the same time reflecting other reflections that came from the other. 

Slowly those reflections of reflections of reflections of reflections start cracking, breaking, shattering.  One by one they all come down.  The veil thins with each lost mirror. Time speeds up to the speed of light in order to reach no time.

A spinning vortex with three lassos around it all being pulled in different directions.  Tired of spinning it will stop.  All three ropes snap. 

Silence.

Rest.

Amen.