scaredy cats

everyone feels it

yet nobody will believe it

everyone asks questions they know the answers to

but ignore the answers

out of convenience or avoidance of discomfort

you cant live when you have 12 ghosts living inside your brain

you have to let some go

or combine them into one

know what you feel

speak it and live it

accept or reject

but stick with it

the fence is weak these days

and when your leaning on it

your just going to fall into the mud

which side are you on?

THERE IS NO TIME

to hold on to worn out ideas

such as time

because first of all, it does not exist

and secondly the illusion of it is running out quickly

as each memory seeps in

and we remember who and what we really are

so let go of these antique belief structures

of how things are or should go

because in the blink of an eye

like a thief in the night

it will rush in

and you will know

the truth.

there is no time

and i know you.

love the illusion to destroy the illusion.

artificial limbs 

artificial hearts

realization is a start

floating in a plastic space

choreographed and photocopied

placed in a hollow space

and forever told how it goes

the empire never ended as a wise man once said.

every birth

just another division

of the whole

as we sit in a room 

forever and ever

tricked by time

what started as a simple joke

became a disaster area

so we fell 

in order to pick up the pieces

and have been told we are wrong for doing so

as another wise man once said

it's a trap

love it because it is all you have

but also love it to escape

because it is not you

its a lot to remember

it has been a long time

but i know you and you know me

we go back a long ways

lifetimes upon lifetimes is one thing

but it goes beyond that

we carved into stone once

but we try not to think about it these days

dont keep chasing the carrot dangled in front of you

co'mon babies

we have a party to go to.

the last song plays...

elegant little grimy dance

singing a wordless song

in a trance

parting the seas

while sleepwalking

and evicting the tenants

with a flick of the wrist

or a thoughtless thought

scenery always changing

but thats the only thing

despite the illusion 

standing still

in a space dream 

trance dance

we are at the ball

but got hypnotized 

i think someone put something in the punch

the last song is about to play though

so lets get down and boogey baby.

The spiral is the answer

I do believe something is happening here.

Do you feel it?

Or is it just me.

I know i walk a fine line.

But I also know that other people feel this.

We don't have a choice people.

Something is happening here.

Something is always happening.

But we are starting to ask questions.

The answers bring more questions.

The spiral is the answer.

We are all on this path whether we know it or not.

The spiral is the answer.

It gets tight towards the center.

But we will come out alright.

And have a good laugh.

See you there babies.

Paths

So many paths intertwined

knotted up

along one path

the same one

the big one.

Underlying all things

.

is

One

central story.

It shoots out fractals

distorted, diluted or cut down

stories of the breaking apart and putting together.

Yet the stories all make up one story and they all end the same. 

Realization.

Take a Breathe.

It's just a waiting game now.